r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

BismiLLAHirRahmanirRaheem.
i was a bit bored just now. since i woke up from my nap at 2pm and looked out the window and decided the weather was so nice and shady, ive been trying to figure out where to go and what to do. but somehow i couldnt make up my mind. i wished i had a bike (as in bicycle hehe) so i could cycle round bedok res park... but i dont... then i was thinking of going to tp or nyp open house but as i thought bout it nobody actually asked me to come along except him and i was thinking of going but then i thought if i go my only intention will be to see him which i thought is wrong so in the end i didnt go either. (k.. thats long...) so... finally i stayed home... performed asar prayers and spent the time with myself, my thoughts and Allah... which reminds me that its time to change my telekong.. hahaha... yes its smelling bit funny...k dah.
so whats going on with my life?
Alhamdulillah its all going well. i think, perhaps for the first time, i love being a dentist. maybe its because of the skills that have been getting better, Alhamdulillah. coz the first few mths were quite difficult and frustuating... the skills weren't there.. but now, yea Alhamdulillah with improved dexterity [dex·ter·i·ty ( P ) Pronunciation Key (dk-str-t) n. skill and grace in physical movement, especially in the use of the hands; adroitness], life as a dentist is enjoyable and even more so, satisfying. the joy it brings when you know you're helping someone and make them happy... the feeling is great.
so i was thinking... if i go to U i'll have to switch to a new profession. thats because nus dentistry doesnt take our diploma -_- and i dont think i want to switch profession. i like being a dentist. so what im going to do now is to wait for the act which is now pending in moh (ministry of health) to allow us dental hygiene diploma holders to practice in private clinics along with dentists (as in those with bachelor of dentistry). and when the act is out insyaAllah i'll straight away apply for a job. while waiting i can do other jobs... or learn other important things in life... cook, for instance... haha... i have this list i wrote dishes-i-must-know... and insyaAllah i will tick them off one by one... i have faith with my cooking skills (*blush*) not to say im being proud.. but i think im a natural... hehe insyaAllah.. (my mum and my grandma on both sides are great chefs).
i have the feeling that as i type this, i am speaking out (in my heart) in british accent... and it makes my writing a whole lot different than usual.. hehe... (sometimes i say the very unimportant things dont i..) but really ah... maybe i watch too much girls in love..
okay.. suddenly i have a mind block.. listening to peterpan's menunggumu. :) what a nice song...
are u guys reading this?
these are all unimportant things...
except for the part insyaAllah im updating my friends bout what ive been doing..
i kind of miss my friends.. i have quite a few friends but i think an outing with maarif people would be nice :) insyaAllah i can make it to the chalet..
celebrate muharram together...
insyaAllah insyaAllah..
and the next day go to nyp from there... haha.. sedeh sey... tapi tkpelah... rindu mereka...
i miss sarah also...
pe dah beb kata nk gi tgk le grand voyage sampai skrg tkde berite pun.... tak tgk la aku nampaknya cam ni..
aku ni klw org tk ajak tk kluar punye...
pe lagi nk tulis...
aku suka part arab of HASBI RABBI by Sami Yusuf.. huhu.. tgh dgr... aku ada CD dia ok.. mak aku beli kat egypt.. jaoh tak.. hehe..
YA RABBAL 'ALAMEEN
SHALLI 'ALA THOHAL AMEEN
FII KULLI WAQTIN WAHID
IMLA' QALBI BIL YAQIN
TSABBITNI 'ALA HAZADDIN
GHAFFIRLI WAL MUSLIMEEN...
ameen....
itu lah doaku juga bila baca suratkhabar tadi pagi... pasal kumpulan black metal singapura yang bersih dari unsur-unsur negatif... mula-mula aku start baca tu pikiran dah 'mesti melayu tau ni...' skali mmg pun... kumpulan dark saviour ini dianggotai oleh lima remaja melayu dari umur 15-22 tahun... yelah Alhamdullilah bebas dari unsur2 negatif spt memuji syaitan dan antiagama (nauzuBILLAH) tapi still dgn irama memekak camtu... dgn makeup putehhitam cam tengkorak... pose brutal2 gitu... masih bukan islamik kan... ya Allah ampunilah masyarakatku.. takot aku tgk muka2 diorang... boleh ckp bende ni seni lagi... :/
ya Allah semoga kau lindungi aku dan keluarga dan kwn2 dan zuriat2 kami dari perkara2 yg melalaikan ini...
ehem2 zuriat pun temasok.. yelah krg nk anak2 krg terpengaruh dgn bende2 gini.. tanak kan.. dari itu mesti doa.. dan doa hanya kpd yang Satu.. iaitu.. Allah. :)
btw tadi aku pun baru baca jgk imam Ghazali dalam bab Perkahwinan..
Perkahwinan boleh membawa kpd dua efek iaitu negatif atau positif... diantara efek (ade ke word ni? -_-) yg positif ialah:

-perkahwinan membawa kpd lebih ramai manusia utk beribadah kpd Allah. krn Allah tlah berfirman "tidak Aku mencipta jin dan manusia melainkan untuk beribadah kpdku".

-perkahwinan membawa kpd ketenangan. krn perhubungan lelaki dan wanita apabila mereka berbicara dan bertukar pendapat bersama merupakan suatu jenis rehat... (bahase melayu aku ni mmg terok ah... asal krg paham je la eh..).. spt mana Rasulullah SAW selalu berkata kpd Aisyah RA : "bercakap-cakaplah padaku, Aisyah, bercakap-cakaplah padaku". ianya merupakan ketenangan setelah sehari bekerja... dan apabila sudah berehat bersama bolehlah menyambung ibadah kpd Allah dgn lebih bertenaga.

-perkahwinan akan menghasilkan anak2 sholeh yang bisa menolong kita di hari akhirat... dan apa jenis pertolongan itu mmg penting di hari itu...

ada lagi tapi insyaAllah lain kali ah... mak aku dah mintak tolong suruh buatkan powerpoint utk presentation dia...

hehe british accent aku dah gone.
assalamualaikum.

posted by Ruqa @ 5:14 PM