ive been reading some of my friends' posts and most of them are doing part-time religious studies or arabic studies or whatever lah connected to religion. :/ i think i should do that myself... ok.. so i had ten years of madrasah education.. but thats not enough and i feel these friends who are doing religion are having so much fun? I MISS ISLAMIC STUDIES. THATS WHAT IM SUFFERING FROM NOW. I MISS ISLAMIC STUDIES MY HEART IS SORE FROM IT. :( k k... *breathe in breathe out... tenang ya ruqa... ya nafsul muthmainnah irjii ila Rabbiki radhiyatan mardhiah... see how im missing it? :( .... i dont know where i can go to do this... that other day i went to sarah n saiful's class and we studied fiqh from maqasid... i loved it soooooo very very much. im so glad i went there. then i was thinking of going there then i asked saiful bout it then he said its not very consistent then i asked myself why should i go to a class where saiful is going coz there are a lot of other classes then i answered myself its because i like his class then i asked myself again where am i going to get the $25 every mth fees then i asked myself again about the ikhlasness of my intention. soooo many things went into my mind. but the thing is this is the only class i know of now? and i like it. and i want to revise my fiqh knowledge which i think is beginning to rust. *worried*. have to think abt it. have to have to. really have to. insyaAllah.
finally i got inspiration to write. i think i lost one thing when i wasnt feeling like writing the past few days. i lost the spirit of cheerfulness. haha. just now when i read fizah's, mohksin's and nurikhwan's blogs with all their cheerfulness and yeaah and silly songs like dunchawishurgfishotlikeme (hehehe) posts, the happiness is beginning to rub into me quite a bit. ^^
i had stomach pain just now. most probably its due to the myojo brand thai tom yam i ate for lunch. wahaha. my mum didnt cook today and there's nothing for me to cook either so i bought for me and sis these tom yam. good as i missed its hotness and the thrill of eating it too. hehe. so yeah... bought it.. ate with my last sis radhiah in the kitchen.. we were both sweating and tearing and kesating air mata and hidong and finishing two pitchers of the cold water from the fridge while trying to finish the meal. hahaha. it was sooo hot. soo hot as in spicey and smoking as well. can feel smoke coming out of your ears. but it was really good ah. really nice. got to experience the thrill of eating also if u know what i mean. haha. fun. but yeah... now im having bit of stomach pain.. but not so bad like just now..
then today supposedly there was nypms cleaning of mushollah day. it was such a nice thing to hear bout... cleaning up mushollah.. :) i knew it was gonna be fun... i told hazirah i would love to help out.. but i cldnt.. as i promised my mother earlier i would clean the house.. vacuum, lap cermin, lap tingkap dan semua benda2 dalam rumah yang patut dilap. i woke up early, wasted my time a lot and started what i promised my mother late. :( so i had no time to make it to the activity. so sorry guys... i shldnt have wasted my time... shld have been there with you all...
its such a nice day today and i was cooped inside this house. not that its a bad thing of course... i love my house and its so nice to lepak at home after 4 days of work and 1 day of school from 8-7pm (pfft) but it would be nice if i was out today.... the weather wasnt so hot.. it was windy... shady... haish.. nvm lah...
tmrw i dunno what to do.. no more plans yet...
k once i start why cant i just stop.
i want to go cycling.
anyone who wants to go please tell me. i want to go outdoors!!!
posted by Ruqa @ 6:47 PM
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