Wednesday, March 08, 2006

reflecting on life and growing up.. im all grown up now.. still 19 but going to 20 this 15th june. actually according to the islamic calendar im already 20.. a few things i picked up as i moved.. still very little experience but insyaAllah the little ones i will put into learn..

i learnt not to be so naive and gullible.. that the people around me arent all nice. but its sad that sometimes, now, i cant look into someone's face without making all the negative perceptions in my mind. last time i could just smile happily and sincerely at someone... but now i couldn't... thinking bout all the ppl in the past whom i had been nice to but end up dissapointed at them in the end...
my friend told me yesterday.. 'the world had been mean... yes.. but you remain the way you are.."
insyaAllah. not easy, actually.

1 Comments:

At 1:09 PM , Blogger nashaislem said...

so true!! shud ALWAYS remain who you are..less gullible, of cos..bt nvr nvr nvr ever percieve negatively abt other ppl..always percieve th best of them, insyaAllah they will turn out to be that. :))

just bcos th world is an eeeviill place doesnt mean u haf to be one too..stay true, and ur rewards will be in th Hereafter, insyaAllah..

and seriously, tak rugi jadi orang baik. tts what i learnt.. cheers!

 

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