r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

i am not retained... -_-

yes i am not... coz a bro asked me once.. "eh... u retain eh... abeh u 03 abeh maseh yr3..." no no bro i am not.. its just my course the schedule memang tk betul sgt.. maybe coz its a new course and im the 1st batch.. so yea... merepek la sikit.. insyaAllah this friday will be our last day of clinical attachment.. but no people! no!!!! i will still have to come back for make-up sessions arggghhh... but ok la not so bad. just 1 day in hpb and 1 and a half day in ndc. haish....
the graduation ceremony will insyaAllah be on this 19th of june.. 4 days aft my bday how bout that...
grrr cant wait for everything to finish laa. as for what to do later, i still do not know. i dont want to work with hpb.... no...
mohksin got his reply from nus. he didnt make it. i think for me, they are still trying to figure out apelaaaa diploma yg aku amek nih. -_-
moral of the story here: dont join a new course as the first batch. it stinks to the core.
today we've got no patients. kinda boring. looking forward to nypms meeting insyaAllah. we are nyp islamic arts & culture club now. i'll be presenting on language. hopefully everything goes well. doa for me, readers.
yesterday i had a whole day out w my parents coz i dont need to go to nyp anymore on tuesdays. we visited arwah nenek at pusara abadi.. her grave was already nicely and neatly done by spore muslim caskets. its just a simple thing with carpetgrass and her name written on a ceramic tile patched on the grave... it was a sad moment... as i remembered her and reading her al-fatehah, annas, al-falaq, qulhu, al-mulk... may Allah place her among those who succeed in akhirah ameen... as i kissed the nisan that represents her head i remembered how i used to kiss her so many times on the cheek... how she smiled.. it was just so fresh i couldn't help but teared... oh Allah have mercy on my grandmama.. Place her in Your Heaven among Your obedient slaves..
We also went to visit arwah nenek rawiyah's and tok ali's graves... all of them are still in good condition may Allah bless these two arwahs as well and place them in Heaven...
Next we went to Habib Ali's maqam... Habib Ali is rumoured to be a wali.. some say he is nearly a wali... whatever it is he sure was a sholeh when he was alive.. coz his grave was shaded under two very nice trees.. and as we visited him and read our doas.. sweet smelling fragrance came and lingered.. the smell came and go.. came and go.. subhanaAllah... dunia je dah nampak kelebihan dia...
and what made it more special was when my mum checked on the date he passed away. "25 april", she said.
"niari ah 25 april", i said.
masyaAllah.. :) tak sangka.... we calculated and its about 30 years since he passed away.

posted by Ruqa @ 5:04 PM