r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

got a modem

yey :) Alhamdulillah. its black in colour. and very sleek.. very nice.. our old one was big and bulky..
glad i got this place back... miss it but not too much... think im getting sick of this green template.. :/ everyone else is changing into something new... insyaAllah still waiting for my designer... who is busy 24/7.. but not paid.. :)
yes we're both in the same boat.. both jobless... well i got a job la at al-abbas (and that person got tuition) but thats simply not enough ergh. the frustrations comin in now... the first 2 wks its been fun.. relaxed.. i enjoy staying at home! if only cleaning/taking care of the house, lipat kain, cuci pinggan and cooking can help me earn something. hahaha. tapi sejak bile housewife dapat duit kan... sbb tu.. sayangilah ibu korang yg tlah bertungkus lumus utk keluarge... ye sarah.. aku masak ok... hahaha.
yea.. its fun... but... need to get a job...
i have a few options in mind... what i wanna do... now that i already got net connection i will insyaAllah first look on how to write a resume... if anyone out there who can/think they can help me with this please do... ive never done this thing before..
nevertheless to have a job is important.. and insyaAllah i will do my best in whatever i do... hope i will like whatever i do also...
but tu la.. important sey... spt kate bapak aku kalau lambat2 nanti rezki lambat.. kao.. stress...
k la... doakan aku readers...
tmrw miq dinner.. sorry guys wont be able to make it.. have fun...

ps: i lost the ability to write poems at the moment. so long since i post a poem entry... but wrote this one on 16th of jan 2006...

the window to my soul...
used to be as pure as light..
shining through every secret and shadow..
now wide with fear
as i saw the horrifying past..
the window to my soul..
never again shall it open to you with trust..
closed forever..
locked in tears of darkness..
-ruqa.

posted by Ruqa @ 10:52 PM