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walimah...

most probably this is going to be one of those posts i post just for the sake of posting -_-the walimah day today i kind of looking forward to this whole week turned out to be quite an expected one. first was most prob because we planned to go to 3 walimahs (3 tau jgn main2) but ended up going to only, sadly, one O_o
the 3 walimahs in the plan today are kak sulika's, aina's sister's (nypms member) & saiful's friend. we (me, saiful, fariheen, acap & wan) went to kak sulika's... which was quite nice as kak sulika was one of the first fmsa sisters i made friends with.. and its wonderful to see her getting married :D Alhamdulillah. i doa the best for both her and her husband, bro jashil. i got to see fariheen aft such a long time :) felt great to sambung back the ukhuwah that was lost coz of our own business and responsibilities. by the time we finished @ kak sulika's (we also met kak marl, kak kalsum & bro muz there) its already 4. me and saiful got to go to aina's place which is at buangkok. we were from woodlands... then to make story short we ran out of time.
asar is coming in and finally i asar at saiful's auntie's place at sengkang. there i met his grandma, his mum, cik midah, cik err yg punya rumah, almost all his cousins -_- i didnt know what was i thinking :/ but i did remember i smile quite a lot... (till the sides of my mouth became kind of tired).. and i didnt talk a lot... i guessed i was kind of afraid i would say the wrong things.. or what... however the cousins were nice.. i wish we had stayed longer so i can get to know them better. mostly kids :) hadi, hamdan, noraini, ruhaimi, harith... lots of boys. diff from my side. more girls. but the family kind of environment is pretty much the same. the boyanese culture... :p the cooking.. the roti boyan (!! fan ok :p).... his grandma reminds me a lot of mine...in some ways.... and that makes me miss mine a lot... i hope your grandma will get well soon...
aft asar we made our way to ubi.. (aft much salams and regret from me as i wished i had talked to his cousins more) for the next walimah.... by then it was going towards maghrib.. we did walk all the way to the block.. we did find the block w/o much trouble... but we found them already packing and putting everything away.. somehow saiful suddenly felt awkward and shy, i guess. said he dont want to go anymore... i told him he could ask for his friend or something.. but he didnt wanna.. plus it was much complicated than that.. the friend doesnt stay there.. thats the parents' place... so we were both tired... so tired.. and dissapointed.. and sad.. (esp him hes been looking forward to this wedding..) insyaAllah we go some other time.. visit the newly weds... so we both maghrib at alkaff...
at alkaff it was nice as i did maghrib and waited for isya as well... listened to the syarahan about nikah, nafkah, fasah and talaq... Alhamdulillah got some ilmu.. only later i learnt it was ustaz hasbi who gave the lecture. so i sat there.. and sort of rest... all the tiredness are lifted slowly and the day in the end turned to be alrite.. Alhamdulillah
and now here i am blogging abt the day and make this post... punyelah panjang -_-
it was ok la today... i got to learnt to use the new olympus cam my father got by signing to starhub maxonline 6500 also.
ya well till here only la. guess sometimes things can really turn out the way you really really dont expect it to be. Allah Maha Mengubah segalanya.
Ya Muqallibal Qulub. Tsabbit qalbi ala dinik.
Ameen.sometimes im afraid of the future really... all i can do is doa.. and take care of present...
ingatan untuk diri sendiri:
-jangan buat dosa
-ibadah betul-betul
-jgn dekati yang membawa kpd penyesalan nanti
hate myself sometimes. grr.
oh ya one more thing.
-jgn pakai tudung blue+white tu lagi. punyelah susaaah. beh panas plak tu. hish.

posted by Ruqa @ 12:11 AM