r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

15th June

BismiLLAH.
time passed so quickly. :) And today, became yesterday. 15th June was yesterday. And all praises to Allah, it had been a day blessed insyaAllah.

it began with the evening of 14th June; where i knew would be my last day as a 20 year old. i had felt syukur as i had dua' from 2 people i barely knew but liked a lot. hamzah el-yamani dua for me in msn.
and mamak @ kedai mamak shop wished me the best in life.
hehe. i was skipping as i bought myself CookiesnCream Cornetto from mamak. The mamak had known me as a regular customer. sometimes buying ice-cream, sometimes bread, sometimes packet drinks. i really adore him. :)
i was eating my ice-cream at my void deck. it felt subhanaAllah, enjoyable. i remember thinking "im spending my last day as a 20 year old with CookiesnCream, Alhamdulillah" hehe. and the view was great. the sun was about to set. telok kurau primary school looked more serene somehow. but thats most probably is because its school holidays now and no noisy students are around x)
i was enjoying CookiesnCream when Abi came home from work =)
"Abi!" (k, i call him bapak la actually :p nk suke2 je konon kat blog tulis abi heh)
he was smiling. wearing sunglasses and my father is actually goodlooking for his age hehe. tho he seldom smiles la.... pak aku ni garang sikit... tapi that day... mcm good mood je...
"Asal tk naik?"
"Tgh makan eskrim.. Nanti naik semua nak" (whahaha. a selfish kakak. dah nak masok 21 pun maseh mau selfish ke ape ruqayyah) but i said that with a little guilt...
i quickly finished the icecream (bawah2 sedap...) and took the lift with abi.
"Pak, salam" and i salamed him. hes still smiling la... hehe
"pak, niari org nye bday tau..."
"Iye? bila?" (still smiling behind sunglasses)
"Maghrib ni, insyaAllah... besok.. 15..."
*pats my shoulder* (i love it when he does that) "Iye... ok.. bapak ade. kite baca maulid nak. Nazam". (Nazam is shorter version of maulid)
I was beaming from ear to ear... tho I usually never show emotions towards this man called my father....
I nodded. "Alhamdulillah. Ok paaak~" (heheee... okaaaaay aje. memaaaaang ok)

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Maghrib comes. & it was the 15th. i am 21.
i prayed Maghrib and felt blessed for it had been days since I could not touch the sejadah and Quraan...

and after Maghrib my father lead his family (ummil mahbub... and my 3 beloved sisters... Fadhilah, Majidah, Radhiah)
"Brape umor kau ah kak?" (Iah)
"21"
"Hish tuenye"
i punched her arm.

and we read the nazam on that Friday night. cik ea and haziqah were there as well. and i thanked Allah for this small celebration~

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the next day i woke up to drizzling rain of Friday morning. :)

hp "bunyiked". and it was bro daman... (my boss) "salam sis seri and ruqayyah. come in at 12. im @ kk with my wife"

hehe. the key to our office was only with him. of course aku whoopee~~

smses came in... and thx to all friends for ur dua' and wishes (: two i will remember were from nazirah roseli and siti nur juhairiah. my good old friends from almaarif how i was touched they smsed.. hehe

BarakaAllahu feekum.

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aft zohor (during which i learnt sewing from ummi. k lah i forgot how to jahit xD) but after 5 minutes (5mins je eh haha) of crash course i managed to "repair" the cushions yang kabu2 semua dah ter keluar ing. huhu.

my hp bunyiked again. and its bro daman. "sis, im still in kk. and aft that im going for prayers. come in at 3"

at threeeeee? :D wee!

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and so i came to work mcm biasa but i dressed up to make myself happy hehe (black jubah + tudung pink sarah bagi as last year's present~ =))

kak sri msged : ruqayyah, kak sri masuk pukul empat. sbb malam ni kak sri ade mtg
i replied: okie

and went back to work in which i love. did i mention? i love! my job hehe Alhamdulillah.

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4 plus: kak sri came in. all blueeeeee.

"lawa niari". hehe.
"sbb birthday ah hehe"

she went to her desk mcm biasa... and suddenly she came over w a slice of cake. and wearing a biiiiiggggg smile. hehehehehehe.

"happy birthday :D".
"laaa kak sri ape niiii" (wearing big smile as well kekeke)
"kek laaa.. i beli"

hehehehe.
that was an awwwwww moment la kan.... touching sungguh... thanks kak sri! BarakaAllahu feek! :D
and bro daman, kak sri and me had our private party together. keke.
party ke hape. semua makan depan computer buat keje masing2 lol. still, it was. memorable. =)

and she gave me a present too... dah. *kesat air mate*

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i felt blessed having to work for only 3 hours. hehe. thx bro daman! (die tk tau bday aku sebenarnya haha)

"bday awk niari eh? happy birthday eh" keke.

630: i was looking forward to Friday night class. i was looking forward to meet sarah and ilda.

tho sadly i did not get to meet them. but someone else came. hamzah el-yamani! and he was lost. hahaha. so we walked to class together.

in class (that i always look forward to), we learnt about almahsyar again...
and hisab..
and sirath.. (both are... honestly frightening for me..)
before we went to al-Jannah... in which i was able to smile a bit again...

we did not go to Naar even tho there was time because Ustaz "dont want to spoil the moment of Jannah" hehe.

it was really... subhanaAllahil 'Azim...

and the best part...
we read the Maulid in class...
w my name mentioned and the class prayed for me...
i.. was thankful.
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& i had missed sarah & ilda. hilwan came, but i did not talk to him. i pray he is in the Best of Care. a man like him, deserves someone as good...
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hamzah shared w me knowledge instead of sarah & ilda... it was an experience... and all i can say a change... coz he is not sarah or ilda. he is hamzah O.o
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smses still came in. with smses from sarah... (haha) and remy.... Allahu yahdihu.. and a lot more...
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june 15th was wonderful.
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli ahwal..

anyway, yesterday was yesterday! :D
today is the 16th so.. have a goodday everybody!

(funny how humans are fixed to a time frame and Allah is not. nyam nyam. jgn cuba pikir. aqal kte tkkan sampai haha)

salamalaik!

posted by Ruqa @ 12:52 PM