Sunday, July 31, 2005

Last night I had a weird dream. But it was so clear and I remember every detail bout it. In my dream, I was at a beach. Strangely without my headscarf and I was wearing sunglasses. I never put on sunglasses my entire life so I don't know how in that dream I'm wearing sunglasses. -_- Anyway it was a sunny day at the beach and the wind was nice. I looked out into the sea. And in the shallow parts of the seawater was a girl. The girl was wearing blue diving suit and was playing in the water with a boy her age. The little girl looked so familiar. She was so pretty. She had short hair and fair skin. And her eyes were big and round. The eyes were her most distinguishing feature as it read, from the way she played, a strong, intelligent but quiet girl. Because the boy made a joke but she didn't smile. She just kept quiet... but she appeared to be thinking of something. I was staring at her. Why does she look so familiar? I wonder in the dream. And I realized she was me... when I was a child. She was me... I saw her in all my childhood photographs... I walked up to the girl and patted her head... "Such a beautiful child..." I thought.. She looked up at me.. still, not smiling. I looked into her face.. Such an innocent face... She gave me a spade.. and then walked away... I remember in the dream I smiled at her... And in the dream my heart was saying "You are going to grow up to be me...."
And I woke up....
It was really weird...really... I don't know what it means... Perhaps it means nothing... But such a beautiful girl growing up to be me... I hope I won't dissapoint her parents who love her so deeply...

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