r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

yesterday during communications miss trina tan came out with this game for tutorial. we had to pass around a page to our friends and they would fill in one positive characteristic they think about us. by the time i got my paper back, the 3 most common things i got was:
-friendly
-funny n
-quiet
which made some ppl think. how can a person be friendly, and funny and quiet at the same time? and i know the answer, since i know some things bout myself, of course. as in, basic characteristics. i am friendly. to number 1, all muslimahs. then all girls. the boys, is another matter, as talking to them should be only of important things and stuffs. but i do crap with my boy classmates haha. anyway, yes, i am friendly. but after i got to know a bit about that person, it is up to me if i want to bring the friendship into a much higher level or not. if i decide to really be friends with the person, they will see my funny side.... which can be described as lame... playful... teaser... up to crazy sometimes. x) even i crack myself up. haha. this is something only ppl like fatimah.. juhairiah.. mardhiah.. muslimah... have seen.. in other words, very few. but insyaAllah even in my teasings, i will not hurt peoples' feelings or anything. Seperti rasul saw baginda bergurau dalam kebenaran. insyaAllah.
on the other hand with people i choose to be nice with, as in just be nice... they will see me as more of the quiet type. i smile at everyone. but i do not open up with them. i do not share things with them. they will see me like what acap described on his testimonial for me. "a girl next door". a girl next door where u know she exists. she smiles whenever she sees you. she greets you. but you don't really know her. even though she's just next door to you.
someone told me today im a complicated person. i dont know what to say to that.
but Alhamdulillah that someone also said i am religious. InsyaAllah that will continue to be in me. ameen.

posted by Ruqa @ 10:15 PM