yessa been starting on my case presentation.. got to do this report on a patient you found interesting and present it infront 3 of the judges (like american idol eh..). They will then grade you for your presentation and ask you questions to check if you know your stuff. the whole competency i dunno whether its a whole module itself or part of clinical attachment... think its the latter ah... i do know the written presentation takes up 60% of the competency and 40% goes to oral viva.. in other words very stressful... i only started a bit on this... this thurs insyaAllah will look through the patient's folder again and perhaps photostep some charts and stuffs... 23rd march is the due date ok... im so stressed... the speech lagi... haish... i think we definitely are the only yr3sem2s who are this stressed.. dont think other courses kill you like this... other courses this april finish summore.. at least the ppl i know.. hazirah.. nasir.. finishin in 3 weeks sia... perhaps sarah and saqinah too.. as for us, april. -_- horrible.... but Alhamdulillah dah start sikit... insyaAllah will do my best.. doa for me people ok..
as for the other practical competencies i passed 2 e&d and s&rp both on my 1st attempts. Alhamdulillah. for snp i have yet to find a suitable patient. dhe (dental health education) will insyaAllah be ez. just have to get info across to the patient. pakai gingivitis sudah la... ajar brushing and flossing. heh. kalao periodontitis kene ajar cuci dentures la, interdental brush la, floss under bridge la... buat penat aku je...
today i did my napha. together with all my boy classmates haha. i had no choice. that other day when they first opened i was sick i didnt go. this one kalau ikutkan i dont wanna go. but i want to graduate this year -_- so i went. wasnt so bad. my classmates were all cool. we've been classmates for 3 yrs we know each other. it was great, was great. Alhamdulillah i passed everything except the 2.4. expected ah... i didnt train prior to the test. but it was all good. the run was good. the weather was not. it was very hot. if it wasnt so hot perhaps i could have passed. i was 2mins away till the passing mark la.
after showering (alone) i bought... jeng3 mcspicey double meal x) perhaps i felt waaah calories dah burn leh ah mkn besar. haha. tapi ya.. i must watch my eating.. i checked my weight its 41kgs now (add 1 kg). hahaha. i know its not so bad laa but the extra weight goes where you know. where you know?! my chin!!! arrrghh. hahahahaha. yea so i got double chin now. grr. azizah was like "girl, you freakin underweight la dont worry so much" haha. k k i wont... but i will still watch out.. no more snacking so much. cut down on the siew mais, chocs, currypuffs xD i eat a LOT la. k... motivation factor untuk puasa sunnat lebih. wahaha. ok pe. oh ya btw i ate my meal alone in between blk L and the engineering blk. i found this really nice open space there. and it was nice.. alone.. me.. on the bench.. enjoying my meal.. and the asar going to maghrib sky.. was nice, was nice, Alhamdulillah.
7:20 i made my way to engineering blk mushollah. honestly i seldom go to this mushollah. first time this sem. but blk l was locked. as i was walking towards the engineering blk mushollah i prayed it wont be locked to. And Alhamdulillah it wasnt.. i prayed maghrib there.. i was all alone... noone was there.. i even prayed on the guys side coz more light was there.. i recited alfetahah and the surahs after it loud for the first two rakaahs. nobody was there! and it was nice in a way it made my voice echoed so much. there was a Quraan there too... i read aloud.. almulk and first 5 verses of al-anaam. it was nice.. my voice... i was alone.. but of course i am aware there were other makhluqs around of course... jins and malaikats, insyaAllah.. and Allah too.. hope He was looking at me... oh Allah may my heart be all for You..
like i said earlier i was aware of other makhluqs too.. with the whole block so deserted and my voice echoing all the way reading the Quraan on the most top part of the block (storey 7) during maghrib.. masyaAllah...
suddenly.. just after i finished...... just after i put the Quraan back, the whole block's lights went off... it went off... totally... imagine maghrib.. it was dark.. it was so dark. i was shocked for a while.. shocked.. i was scared for a few secs too but i recovered quickly. i just rolled the telekong and tried to open the door to let in some light. but it was lock. i tried to look for my shoes. it was so very dark i couldnt see. couldnt tie my shoelaces properly. and when i was standing up with my shoes undone the lights came back.... nothing was changed.. i breathed in a few times.. i rolled the telekong back bit nicely.. but i did not fold it.. tmrw someones gonna find a rolled telekong at the boy's side.. i put on my shoes and quietly went out of the mushollah... Alhamdulillah all this time Allah was on my mind...
went back home.. slept in 22 bus... Alhamdulillah i am now safe blogging away...
gdnite everyone..
posted by Ruqa @ 10:42 PM
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