r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

honestly i do not like the feeling of
sadness;
hopelessness;
the feeling of being ignored;
the feeling of being invisible;

the feeling of
impatience;
like i need an answer come on!

the feeling of
insecurity (yucks);
confusion;
something like what do you mean?!
and also something like
am i doing the right thing?

i do not like the feeling of
jealousy;
it sucks to the core but i cant help it!
i get insecure, sad, cold (yes, my hands get cold) -_-
and all of the above -_-

and i especially do not like the feeling of
why am i still in love with you?
why why why
of all people
you are the one who can make me rise high
and push me so low
at the same time

why?
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grr
i was fine just now
till i opened....
nevermind.
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i must include this in my dua'.
YA QAWWI.
because strength only comes from HIM.

posted by Ruqa @ 9:14 PM