r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

disturbed.

just now we in the miq team had a meeting.
in the meeting, we discussed about the objectives of miq and everything bout it.
n something disturbed me and my soul as we discussed.
however i did not say anything.
as one, this is me, the way i am. i prefer to talk to one person rather than a group of ppl.
two, miq objectives are already set. who am i to change the objectives?
whats the thing that disturbed me.
it was the fact how they (wont mention any names) said that miq is a sort of academic club. miq is for all races and religions. miq should be sensitive when it comes to religion.
and so therefore miq activities should not be of islamic nature.
should not have any form of dakwah.
should not carry an image that it is only for muslims.
this disturbed me a lot.
a lot to the point that im now seriously thinking of leaving.
i am me, ruqayyah. if i am to be in a club, where there are non-islamic activities.... i will create an image of "academic" for myself. as if im some kind of academic-pro person. sedangkan my soul is not towards that.
my heart is now disturbed...
i dont know what to do...

posted by Ruqa @ 6:44 PM