r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

Her

been thinking a lot. she is the one friend i have in this organization. the only one female friend, that is. but is she a good friend for me?
its not that she isnt a good person.
its just the way she behaves.
i dont like the way behaves. the way she talks. the way she carries herself.
she's too loud.
too.... over the limits...
and i find that i shouldn't be around her too much.
she is bad influence.
i shouldn't be around her or i'll be like her.
nauzubiLLAH.
i need a friend though.
a good and loyal friend like i had once with mardhiah.
mardhiah is the one friend i learnt a lot from.
mardhiah was like a person selling sweet smelling perfume where by time as i befriend her i got the sweet smell all over me.
ya Allah please let me meet a good friend.
a good friend who can teach me to be a good woman.
a good friend who can teach me to be a complete muslimah.
ameen ya Rabbal 'alameen.

and now im thinking...
should i just leave...

posted by Ruqa @ 8:28 PM