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BismiLLAH...
:)
i decided to delete the post just now. it was too horrible... :/ too random.. doesnt have any flow at all... pendek kate i realized i dont like it so its gone now...
i actually wanted to write about this wonderful wonderful dreaaammm i had this morning :D it was soooo exhilarating~
*remembers the dream and feels the wonderful sensation again*. hehe.
ok.. in my dream alright.. i was with my cousin nur khairiyah.. 2 yrs younger than me.. vair pretty.. very independant girl.. but push that aside..
we both rented a bike.. no, not motorbike.. hehe.. though both of us loved motorbikes since we were kids... remembered the times we both said we wanted to be policewomen... with biiigg bikes and sunglasses... and arwah nenek who took care of both of us would say "ee tkmo la.. pompan tk bagus jadi polis.." :) memories...
neway, back to the dream.
the bike was the two-seat kind. you know yg dua org duduk punye org belakang tk yah balance kayuh je.
i think we were at east coast park that time. yea, we rented a bike frm ecp. ok, then nur decided to be the cycler, the one in front. she's always been the better cycler than me. she even learnt to cycle earlier than me. so, yea... nur was in front.. i remembered in the dream she was wearing blue kurta and black tudung... the outfit i think she always look super cool in.. i think i was wearing maroon... not as cool as her haha.. as im just the peddlar.. ok, ok, make this short. nur started to cycle.. i cycled as well... at first nur had trouble trying to balance both of us. i just continued to cycle. after some time nur got the hang of it. her face was determined. screwed as if she had a mission. she cycled faster and faster. very fast. super fast. the whole scenery went blur as we moved. it was as if we moved faster than time itself. i remembered i stopped cycling already. i was saying "nur! relek ah" but we didnt. we moved faster. she cycled like she never cycled before.
it was so fast. the speed was exhiliaring. i felt like i had stopped breathing. suddenly we became lighter. as light as the wind. speed is us. we flew up, making a biggg jump across the expressway bridge. the bridge with the sign 6.5m hanging on it. i held on to the handles. and we were jumping and jumping, and flying laaa on the bike. across the ocean and once we were about to crash but she turned the handle and we were safe. and suddenly our mums called to us... (mrapek kan..) and we stopped...
it was a wonderful dream la.. seemed so real... i could feel the speed and the race of my heart for quite some time after i woke up... even could feel it as i first started to write bout it a few mins earlier just now...
haish.
i tried to sleep again and recreate the dream but couldn't....
tkpelah... it was time to wake up anyway.. it was 9am back then.. hehe...
dunno what the dream means.. nothing perhaps...
orrrrr maybe...
my dream to ride a bike is gonna be fulfilled soon.
ameen!
ameen!
hehe.
or klw tk pun... ehem.. nvm..
aku rase org da jelak sey aku bual sal ni...
tapi really ah... haish.. dream since young sey... i remember this is the one dream i had since young.. the other dream i had is to become a doctor... and get into university... insyaAllah insyaAllah....
neway the best ppl to talk bout motorbikes are definitely my cousins... nur... hafidzah... abg ajit... faizal... me... somehow we shared this dream la when we were all young. :) we were vair vair close last time.. been together at every gathering.. every playtime session... as we grow we get busy...
but the past 7 days we were brought closer again... with the separation of one family member the rest grow closer...
Alhamdulillah
may Allah bless my family.. ameen..

posted by Ruqa @ 2:59 PM