r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

between ambitions & dreams...

its now coming to late april *wants to put down [sigh] but at the same time doesnt want to either...* nus or ntu still haven posted their replies... honestly i dont know if i should continue waiting... or hoping.. coz one of my friend's friend had gotten her letter of offer this monday. & she was from nyp, school of life sciences, and obviously had passed so well to get an internship opportunity in australia... surely nus wouldnt want to reject her application.. congrats to her.. im happy for her.. our society do need more Muslim intellects.. Muslimah intellects pe lagi.. so insyaAllah i will doa for her success...

as for me i guess if i do get... that would be a miracle... but if i dont, and i am prepared to face the rejection, insyaAllah i wont be sad..
there would be more opportunities in this world.. and to be sad bout things like that.. i guess it wont be worth it..

i have a rough idea on what to do... *shrugs* and kay.. i wont be lame and not write it down here coz obviously when ive mentioned it ppl would ask "so what rough idea do you have?" -_- so.. yes, i got accepted into this UIA program in pergas. its called Bachelor In Islamic Revealed Knowledge & Heritage. 4 years part time program. (hehe jgn react "HAH? 4 years?!" eh :p haram :p). and its a degree course that integrates both Islamic Studies and Academics. or Academics in the view of Islam :) interesting yes yes? yes :) some of the subjects taught would be Introduction to Fiqh.. Introduction to Usul Fiqh.. Islam & Psychology.. Sociology, Geography of Muslim World & Minorities (*big smile here hehe*), Islamic Aqidah... Introduction to Law annnd Islamic Ethics.... *closes my timetable*. wahahaha. yea, just seen my timetable today.. my eyes almost popped when i looked at the first two semesters' subjects. very interesting :) lagi2 geography tu kan.. mcm best gitu belajar geography lagi :p if i do complete the program by the end of 4 yrs, insyaAllah, i will be awarded with a Bachelor in IRK and Heritage....

the program had started last week actually... i haven actually sat in class yet... due to other commitments... waiting for that lembab nus/ntu letters... teaching sat/sun classes... but now that ive decided. i cant wait no longer. im going for this one, insyaAllah if ditakdirkan mmg bukan rezki aku lah kat nus sana.... i would be a bit behind if i join soon... so i will need to study extra hard.

all these planning... well... i guess to live in this world you need to plan somethings.. if not messy la kan nanti... tapi walau mcm mana pun, Allah Penentu segala.. dari tu aku berharap sgtlah moga Allah aturkan hidup aku ni dgn baik... hingga ke Syurga.. ameen.... haish.. byk tol nk kene buat..

selain dari tu.. adalah impian2 lain yang dimimpi-mimpi nak dikecapi kan....

the navy-blue or blue-turqoise dream... (ni tanak bilang apa sbb ni impian peribadi betul2 peribadi haha)...
the nak pergi Umrah tahun depan dream... (fuh.. insyaAllah...)
the nak ngajar kat Maarif secara tetap dream... (suka sgt lah kerje kat situ..)
the nak practice dentistry tapi part time je dream.... (dentistry is a bad job if u are to do full time... in my opinion that is.. because my back will ache, my eyes will hurt and my skin will suffer... k im vain. -_- i dont want to suffer while working, k :/)

macam-macam lagi....

the nak naik motor dream... tu mcm... dah tk sgt ah... sbb.. ntah eh. klw dpt, dpt. tk dpt tkpe. btw fadzillah dah pass... klw dia dah beli moto aku akn menjadi org pertama mintak tumpang. huhu.

ok. entry ni nampak sah bebual sorang.
i am lonely.
ive been bullying my sisters.. kissing them out of the blue.. annoying them.. -_-
playing with my hair.. heh. i managed to do a style that looked like pirates of the carribean hehe with different ear ring in each ear (one dangling and one hoop) pfft.
i sort of miss my friends. tho i know they are busy. so... yeah.
k then, tomorrow will be a good day insyaAllah :) ill be going to maarif! :D
tomorrow i will be teaching primary 2 kids. primary 2! my first time~! i saw the girls a few times. they are so cute ^^
right, so tomorrow i will have to be there @ 8am. time to iron my clothes!
assalamualaikum!
=)

posted by Ruqa @ 8:25 PM