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LOVE

is something very special.
last night when i was writing my long memories and was just abt to type my view on this topic (love), my msn convo box was blinking like crazy -_- thats what usually will happen when 3 ppl by the names of mohksin (the good guy), sarah (the walker) and ridhwan (the content) are online. we had to discuss something important and i had to go and leave the post. insyaAllah tonight, i shall continue.

i learnt love is not something that happens overnight.
love at first sight was unbeliveable to me up till last night when i watched Dilema Wanita (the malaysian version) which has Dr. Fadzillah Kamsah included. (spore punye die gi potong... -_- tk ke kong asam tu).
Dr Fadzillah said: Love at first sight does exist (i went like 'hmm *cross arms*). He went on saying how someone looks at a girl, and his heart moves. "tergerak hati dia bahwa ni lah wanita yg ingin ku jadikan pasangan hidup. ni lah dikatakan jodoh".

i learnt love is actually greater than what we thought love is. "i" thought love is, that is. as i continued to live... and well, learn.. i learnt that love is something like.. like how your parents love you. now thats true love. my parents.. at least.. have always been there for me. tho sometimes they shout and all.. i know they love me. and will want the best for me. i questioned myself once "i dont know if i can be half as good as them when i become a parent". insyaAllah can la kan.... but yeah... my parents love cant be denied. they had done their responsibility as my parent and i pray Allah will shower them with His love like how they did on me when i was a helpless child. ameen.

then comes the love between me and my sisters. we are 4 girls, all of us. all from madrasah and all different from each other. when we were young we quarreled a lot. not till pulling each other hair semua la kan... but usually its a tongue fight. if me, its the silent treatment -_- i will not talk to them. but now Alhamdulillah these fights are getting lesser by the day :) i guess we accept each others differences now (finally). and everyday we just laugh and joke and crap.... and paling best, just be ourselves. kat rumah sembarang pun tak kisah. and i must say, i do need to learn alot from them even tho im the eldest -_- i love them. i pray they will each be successful in akhirah and dunya ameen.

love usually drives someone to do things they never thought they could. when someone is in love, they normally do not feel any burden doing things for whom they love. its simply because they love them and want the best for them.

and so that is why when someone is in love with Allah, he will not feel any burden doing ibadaah, rather sweetness and the need to actually submit to the One God...

waAllahu'alam.

*editted, aiwa*.

posted by Ruqa @ 10:26 PM