r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

ketika Allah mengambil sesuatu darimu, akan digantikan dengan yang sama atau yang lebih baik. dari itu, jangan bersedih! la tahzan! wajhuki 'indal firah ajmal minhazzan. (*editted: hopefully its correct now.. pls correct it for me if you know..) and so i smile. it was damn hard to do so as i told myself my system didnt work that way. i doubt it will ever will. but with that long talk i had with one of my bestfriends, and the day after when i crashed a meeting with MVAC (more on this later :)), the completion of my mission (Alhamdulillah), some realization and thinking, and judgement (i do have the right to judge too, soh?) .... and of course with the help of Allah SWT for w/o Him i am nothing, i felt better.

this is one of those posts where only i and a few ppl involved understand.... and to those 'few ppl' i would like to say thank you. :) syukran 'ala kulli hal. may Allah love you always and look after you. for my love is limited to this.... just saying thank you and dedicate this post to you. shall i mention names? well, just to let them know, heres for you.

sarah(yeah she was the bestfriend i talked to in the middle of the night :p) : thanks for everything. i dont want to go on coz i will cry i think..... not because of whatever crap we talked abt (biarlah rahsia...). but because i just appreciate our friendship the way it is. continue to be my advisor, my penegur, my reminder.... k dah aku tanak pressure kao :p hehe.

the other 3 are actually ppl who made me feel better. :) i dont know they realize it or not but neway heres to them...

remy: i really dont know u bro.... and i dont know y but its just not in my system to get to know someone esp ..... ifheisofadifferentgender x) but that other day i talked to you abit! :D and i found out ur Malay and ur actually a nice person. =)

hilwan: ahhhh tk ku sangka kau seorg yg playful! :D hahaha it was sooo funny to see bro hilwan jumped around the mall (which he mistook for CENTREPOINT when it was actually NORTHPOINT lol) and the way he played with the things in minitoons was so laughable hehe. im grinning at the memory. youre a cool dude. (ehem: salah naik escalator tu buat tk nampak je la ye... xD)

adi: one thing i found out abt this bro: he is javanese! :D i thought he was pakistani or afghani pun aku pecaye agaknye x) a sweet dude... and when sarah told me on someone's bday he will normally make that someone a card, sarah and me went awww~

these 4 btw are the CORE TEAM OF THE MVAC :D
talented. beautiful. artistic. friends.

posted by Ruqa @ 1:33 PM