r.u.q.a.y.y.a.h.

a lot of times i hear my friends talk abt themselves. they define themselves as yada yada yada. "im this, im that". a lot of times, i find troubles in describing myself. i dont know why... perhaps its because i change a lot (if you read my star, Geminis do that :p) but neway as a Muslim i shall not believe in these nonsense/khurafaat. -_- so the past few months... i asked Allah to help me in finding myself. it is not a bad thing to know yourself... tho talking too much abt urself can be bit harmful.
and,
Alhamdulillah i guess i did find some answers.
lets just say basically, there were times i underestimated myself loads of times (esp in sec sch). i learnt tawadhuk is good, but the Prophet PBUH said:


and so insyaAllah i will not do so anymore.
i know my strengths now (i wont put it here not coz of tawa-duduk :p but because its mine so lets just let it be that i know)
i know my weaknesses. i will work on them with the will of Allah, i will be better.
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forget i never will (unless Allah willed for me)
but some things are not necessary need to be said even when i remember more than thee.
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i get worried when i see my friends dream aimlessly.
pendekkan angananmu ya sahabah :/
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'aduwul mahbubah.
i can live w/o u in my life.
u were once not there too, anyway.
innaLILLAHI.
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la tahzan.
innash syukra khairun min kulli hal.
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i am thankful to Allah for everything blessed upon me.
baggage.
excess.
contentment.
satisfaction.
KHALAS.
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posted by Ruqa @ 1:23 PM